Hey guys.
Getting closer to my birthday...still no real clear idea of what I'm going to do.

Things have happened..I've been depressed kind of...
Family stuff mostly.

I was wondering how exactly do I post someone's deviant avatar?
I haven't figured it out yet...

Maybe I should look at FAQ or something...
I'm probably just really fail or something like that and it will turn out to be absurdly simple.

That's kind of my lot in life if you didn't know.

No one probably even reads these...but I'm still going to write on here, just in case someone does.

That way, no one thinks this is a dead account or something..
I made a Deidara fan art recently and I've been itching to scan it in and color it.

I'm working on dealing with the depression I have so I can be more into my art.
It's been hard to force myself to sit down and let my feelings out onto the paper.
Drawings my therapy as is listening to music.

Music has definetly been helpful to me.

Fireflies by Owlcity regardless of how popular it is (cuz I could give a rat's ass about that) it speaks to me personally and I've been loving it to pieces.
It's exactly how my dreams are...the ones when I sleep at least.

I made pumpkin pie and did a good job at it, so I'm proud of myself for that recent adventure into baking.
That almost doesn't make sense but I don't care.

My mind has been slightly muddled because of stress and disuse of me pouring my soul out onto something so I can let it go.
Which is why I'm sitting here...possibly making a fool out of myself because my spelling and my writing skills period...most likely will seem very poor to many of you.

I'm not stupid. I have blond moments but I assure you stupid is not what I am.
I just don't have alot of other people my age that are willing to actually talk about things or have corrospodence with. <--I really screwed that word up badly...)

Anyways, if anyone wants someone to just talk to I'm here.
I love having people to talk to. I'll talk about pretty much anything.
I'm not shy over the internet....thats only in person when I am basically awkward socially...

TO all my beloved artists that I adore and to anyone that enjoys a good convo, I love you people.
Really. I do.

Thankyou for giving my eyes something to dream about.

Will write more soon,
Alice <3